What to write????

This is my second day on the looong weekend... but as much as I hate to admit it I'm bored.. there's nothing interesting on tv.. no tickets available for tzp(taare zameen par.. fyi).. n i have no books to read.. so i thought i'll do some browsing.. half an hour into that n i got bored of tht too .. :( .. i've had 6 hours of sleep during daytime y'day.. im bored to sleep as well.. yeah!!! bored to sleep.. the weather is no means conducive to go out.. so even that option is out.. so im stuck with this option.. of writing some crap in my blog.. when i have nothing intelligent to say.. so.. i will write about some one i dearly love.. but is no more.. something that was im my mind for a loong time. but never had the guts to spill it out..

Chitti .. my beautiful sis.. who chose to walk away from the world.. an year and half ago.. we both r born in the same month .. an year and two days apart.. from child hood.. we were alway treated like siamese twins. n we beahved that way .. stciking with each other every time we were around each other.. but as time passed . we realised how different we were fro each other.. she was the hot headed, volatile and dynamic person.. n i was the calm natured, balanced and obedient person.. naturally i was the good gal in he family.. watever the family percieved us as we were still on good terms.. enjoying the times that we spent with each other.. then. i did something to blow it up... though we patched up later.. it was never the same.. n both of us knew we were putting on an act.. we spent very li'l time with each other.. n completely lost track of each other's private lives... i dint try to reach out and bridge the gap thinking she had a good circle of friends and does not need me.. maybe she felt the same .. i will never know.. and on one wednesday.. wen i came back from the office and held a cup of coffee in my hands.. we got the news that changed my life completely... first time death as an eternal loss became a reality.. n im left craving for the person i ran away from when she was alive .. was with us...

bottom line of the whole story is that in today's busy world we dont stop n care for the ppl wen they really need it.. now wen im prepared to shower all my love on her.. she's not there.. wen i feel like sharing something wid her.. i have to talk to a photo.. n one who has not gone through this will never ever understand the enormity of this pain.. so if u happen read this.. do remember.. the ppl in ur life also come with an end date.. and after that they are gone.. so care for them when they are with u... otherwise u will also end up talking to a photo..


in all ur eccentricities and madness was a beautiful heart.. that loved and cared.. in all the paths in front of u..
u chose to walk the path of death...

in all my life have never met a person like u ...
may ur soul always rest in peace..


love,
Ranju

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

On a rainy Saturday afternoon, Sreeki, Karu and I started out to Rex for watching Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix missing my weekly dosage of afternoon nap.. well was it worth it?? .. Hmm .. my verdict .. 3 stars .. since i've not read the book.. This film is about the Order of Phoenix, which is a secret society not known to Harry till now. Harry is brought in there, when his well wishers which include the Weasleys, Cirius and a host of others come to know that the one who must not be named returns .. the film is very short and tight packed, but too much time is wasted on the nosy lady from the ministry of magic( polress umbress) who takes up the post of head mistress at Hogwarts .. the fight b/w Albus Dumbledore and Voldermort is very well picturised.. but should have been longer ... the training sessions of the Dumbledore's army that is formed by Hermoine, Ron and Harry to give the students some practicals of the spells taught in school are quite fun .. The saddest part of the story is when Cirius Black, Harry's Godfather dies trying to save him from Lucius Malfoy and gang... So, if u have read the book .. the movie will not be up to the mark as many details are omitted.. but if u haven't(like me) .. u may as well enjoy the movie to a good extent .. only thing is that u should know about the previous versions.. So give it a try and Njoyy

Mystique

I named my blog Mystique bcoz of two reasons.. one.. i had a faint idea of wat the word meant.. and had some connection to another word that i like mysticism.. and two .. i wanted to sound intelligent :) .. but then i got a new doubt ... does the word really exist?? so checked out dictionary.com and found some interesting meanings..
so here it goes..


mys·tique /mɪˈstik/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[mi-steek] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun

1.	a framework of doctrines, ideas, beliefs, or the like, constructed around a person or object, endowing the person or object with enhanced value or profound meaning: the mystique of Poe.

2.	an aura of mystery or mystical power surrounding a particular occupation or pursuit: the mystique of nuclear science.

Holiday..

My holidays r over.. so are my MBA exams.. i cant even say how i've done.. bcoz my preparation was soo bad that i dont even know if the paper was tough or easy.. so back to Caritor (ooops) Keane from tomorrow.. same old cubicle, same old ppl.. n too much work i guess.. yesterday i so badly wanted to b in office n today im completely disinterested.. hmm.. maybe t'rrow being in the office itself will change everything .. well .. will tell u tomorrow